dear friends I may not now you very well but I now something which will help you in your life. If you are in the state of confusion not knowing what will be next ......here is my experience I would like to share Friends! you will find pleasure in many ways in this world but you wont find peace anywhere in this world . Unless and until you experience Jesus Christ in your life . I suggest you to try Jesus in your life before you make further mistakes and get carried away in your life.